Last friday, I saw my not-so-cute classmate again. There's something on him that I like. The way he look at me or the way he speaks. But this time, it's different. He invited me to seat beside him. But he said "It's only a joke! Forget it." I can't understand what he meant. Then I just sat on the table behind him. Minutes ran, and I'm looking and listening to him (chatting with his friends) until he caught me looking at him. He stopped talking and faced his body to me. His face looked teasing me. He may be knew that I'm gay and I wanted guys. He bit his lips like he was thinking "I know you want me." I never thought he would do that to me. I just looked in my table like I've never noticed him. Like it was just an accidental eye-contact. But it really hurted me.
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